I'm at that very strange level of strained conscience were I think "I now know why murderers kill people... I'm not going to do it... but I understand"

and this is the point were you should always put the television on, and let it do the thinking for you.
So here I am watching the tube, the idiot box, and thinking of things that make me feel a little more optimistic.

This room is some sort of serious purgatory.

I never been in a closer proximity for such a long time with such boring people.
No interesting redeeming qualities at all..

Mediocre, lukewarm, SOUP WITHOUT CHUNKS!, mild, :
characterless, colorless, common, conventional, decent, dull, fair, fair to middling, fairish, humdrum, indifferent, inferior, insignificant, intermediate, mainstream, mean, medium, middling, moderate, NO GREAT SHAKES, of poor quality, ordinary, passable, pedestrian, run-of-the-mill, second-rate, so-so, standard, tolerable, undistinguished, unexceptional, uninspired, VANILLA

irksome, lifeless, monotonous, moth-eaten, mundane, nothing, nowhere, platitudinous, plebeian, prosaic, repetitious, routine, spiritless, stale, stereotyped, stodgy, stuffy, stupid, tame, tedious, threadbare, tiresome, tiring, trite, unexciting, uninteresting, unvaried, vapid, wearisome, well-worn, zero.

They have sucked the life out of me like a 7 Euro hooker, on a 40 year old business man's cock for years!
I am awaken to them. And I shall remain awaken up until the point when I am far far away from them.